Moved in.

I'm pretty sure I look like I'm incredibly tired.

Mostly because I am.

I'm all moved into college now, and I'm dreadfully missing all of everything.

If that makes sense.

I didn't think I'd miss everyone so much!

Especially my bestfriend and my boyfriend.

I cannot wait to see both of them.

and... I don't know how long that will be.

but I'm hoping not long..

Fffffffff

I'm slowly making friends, but, it's completely outside of my comfort zone.

Classes start Tuesday 

last day home.

dyed my hair auburn.

going to college.

last day home.

oh,

damn.

:)

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So, even though I've spent almost all summer with him, I feel like it's ended all too quickly.

Sadly, I have to leave for college tomorrow and I'm going to miss everyone terribly.

Especially Doug D: 

Honestly. Best. Boyfriend. Ever. 

EVER.

and since I know youre going to read this like, 5 minutes after I post this:

:)

Pika Pika?

Honestly? 

I love pokemon, and I still play as an 18 year old girl.

Fuck it.

D:

I'm going to miss my room. Waaaaaah!

10 days. It's nuts. Oh god.

Haven't even started packing.

Big City Dreams

I think that every high school graduate that has stayed at the same school for the entirety of their school career, wants out.  Out of their parents house, out of their high school and out of their town.

I think this is especially true for anyone who grew up in a small town.

Specifically, I'm speaking for myself, and my friends.  I've known the same people for the same 10-17 years of my life.  I want out of here, this town.  Along with my father house.  He's grumpy and mad at me all the time. I can't stand it.  

I have to admit, though, I will miss Millerton, at least for a little while. How can I not? My family is around the area, not to mention my boyfriend, whom I'm not exactly excited about moving away from.  And my best friend is staying here.  That's scary, but I think I'm more excited to go away than I ever have been before.  

Just some photos

Now, I'm no professional photographer, but I think these turned out pretty nice.  Some are edited, some are not.  I'm pleased with the results.

 

 

Hmm.

This seems familiar. (:

Puppy!

On the brightside of all things today, we added a new member of our family today!

Her name is Lilly! 

We were told she is a Beagle Lab mix, and she is only 3 months old.

She's really playful and very cute.

fuck!

Wanted to go the Mall today so I could hang out with Jamie.

Until I checked my bank account balance and saw that I was in the fucking negatives. 

I freaked the fuck out.

I was so angry! I bought a laptop through Hartwick College's plan and they charged me twice for something.

Too bad that something was an almost 900 dollar charge.

How nice, right? 

So, now my plans are ruined for the day.

I have no money,

oh, and I still owe about 9k to Hartwick.

Fuck me, right?

24 days.

That's it. Twenty four days and I leave for college.

That's almost a month, and it seems like it should take a long time,

but I know that it's going to fly, especially since I've been working five days a week.

I finally got my classes, and I'm quite excited about them. 

Two art classes, 

one art history,

one business

and one economics class.

I'm not sure why I haven't gotten any general ed. classes, but I guess I'll find that out later.

I know I'm excited for college, and also terrified. 

I used to be really worried about leaving this place.

and then I became worried about leaving the people.

and now I'm just worried about leaving a certain few people.

FFFFFFFFF.