New Year, New Me?

Nope. For once, I'm content with what I'm doing, and who I am. I'm finally becoming happy again, and it's great! 2011 held hard times, sure. But I've hear that what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger in the end. I've got some amazing friends, and some pretty awesome family. I love all the people who helped me get where I am today, even the ones who aren't involved in my life anymore.

Furthermore, 2012 should be an interesting and eventful year! I'm excited to see what this new year holds for me. It's the year I go out on my own, it's got to hold some fascinating events. And people! (:

-checkin' out for this year, see you next year :3

Merry Christmas

It's that wonderful day of the year.
Just sayin' this year, was amazing!
and it's not even the end of the day yet! (:

I have this thing for Mermaids

I have this huge liking for mermaids. They fascinate me! These two are on the inside of my sketchbook that I was given last Christmas.


Here's another:

He was done quite awhile ago this year, but I still favor him, as he is my only Merman!

It's been so long!

First of all, whomever reads this, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Or you know, Happy Holidays! I'm really not feeling the Christmas feeling this year - there is no snow yet and it is already the 21st of December!

On another note, there is a new year coming, and I cannot wait. It makes me laugh! It's a New Year, but not a me! I'm good with where I'm at right now, even though I'm super busy. Senior year is kicking my butt, but I'm loving every second of it. There's a lot going on in this new year, I'm getting a tattoo, I'm going to North Carolina with a bunch of other seniors (hopefully), I'm graduating, I turn 18, and I start a brand new life at college! Whoop!

I still haven't decided which college I'm going to yet, but I also still haven't gotten anything back from Drexel. Here's to hoping! (:


It's almost the New Year and
I"ll drink to that!

Homecoming pictures.

I thought homecoming pictures would be fun to share.
1: King and Queen :3
2: Everyone who won on court
3: Sexy and we know it? (:

Oh my! (:

February 4th, please come quickly! Looking forward to the tattoo, not the pain. Purple orchids, yellow key. I'm horribly excited for this!

And this, is what I miss terribly:

Iwastesomuchtime.

Epic Awesome? Right here!

Another cute site? Click here!

For the witty? Let's be grouchy rabbits!

It's been rough, but it's getting better. Thanking God for these times, they only make me stronger <3

Happy Halloween! This is just a little something I edited up for a contest on Deviant Art. Go visit my page!


Boo!

Visited Drexel.

AND OH MY GOOD GOSH! I adore the campus, even if it is in Philly! The great news: is that I fell in love with Drexel University. The dreadful news: They only accept 28 students into the architecture program. Even better news: I cannot wait to receive an acceptance letter! (I'm just going on gut feeling - this is where I'm supposed to spend thousands of dollars to get educated!) I cannot express how much I want to be a Dragon! And shucks, their colors are the same as my good ol' high school. Blue and Gold FTW. Another downside is that it is four and a half hours away from home, and every single one of my friends; however, they ought to be going to college, as well!

Some more excellent news: My best friend may be staying with me over Christmas Break (Which will be quite exciting). I might go visit with her to Liberty to see her boyfriend and my dear friend sometime before the end of the year, and perhaps we will both go down to visit our recently moved friend. In the meantime, I'm working on a portrait of a very majestic Great Blue Heron for my mother, since that happens to be her favorite bird ( I think I mentioned once to her that if I had to be a bird, I would be a GBH, because I am very awkward and clumsy, but possibly majestic). Time to get back to homework, essay writing and cleaning!

College Visit!

I'm going to visit Drexel this weekend. I'm super scared. But excited! Hoping everything goes well there, you know? I can't believe that I'm actually thinking about going to college, it feels like I just started elementary school yesterday.

Geesh!

Two thumbs and was Homecoming Queen?

This girl, right here. I'll post some sort of picture later.
Hurrah, spirit week is finally over, and sadly soccer is almost over as well. Speaking of spirit week, I have never personally seen Williamson High School look so boss as it did Friday morning! (Even if other grades tore down our decorations)

In other news, I'm painting a Great Blue Heron for my mother, because she loves watching them on the river from a bedroom window. I think it'll go well. AND! I finally applied to college(s). Now I'm only praying that I'll be accepted.

That's all for now, nothing much else to say. (:

Some Interesting Things...?

I can't believe I worked during iMatter this year! Uhg. In any case, working equals money, and that equals gas in my car! School starts next Wednesday for me, as I've already previously stated.

In any case, guys and gals, I'm quite devastated that I don't have an art class this year, but don't doubt me, I will get my art in! Here's another piece of art I've done:

Yea, it's originally titled "Elephant in Red"

Here's another artistic task I took on this year, painting on my bedroom walls! :



I have this thing for cherry trees, and I couldn't resist putting them on my walls! Luckily, my father didn't try and kill me afterwards.

Mixed Feelings.

My last first day of High School is fast approaching, and I won't lie to you, I am totally unprepared. I'm not ready to face getting up, every day, and hearing the drama that pulses through our tiny school. On top of that? I'm dreading the fact that this is my last year. My senior year. I'm already so busy with soccer, and being class president that I don't know how I'm going to handle school work! On a better note, I recently discovered that my class ranking is 6 out of 115 students, and I'm quite proud of myself!

This is mostly total nonsense for most of you, and I highly doubt anyone will read this - but it helps, writing out feelings. I think, if I had to pick a feeling from 1- 10, I'd be a 7. 1 standing for "I'm completely chill with going back to school for my last year" and 10 being "I'M SO FREAKING FREAKED OUT OF MY FREAKING MIND RIGHT NOW". So, I guess that means I'm a "I'm slightly terrified that everything that could go wrong...will."

In the mean time, I drew an interesting picture. I will share it with you:


"Octo Lady" because, well, she has tentacles as hair.

That's all for now!

I love who?

I love who?
Is it you, the boy, with the long hair,
living without any care,
in the world?
or is it you, the boy, with the country smile,
who's eyes are as wild,
as the winding roads.
I love who?
is it you, my parents, who love,
unconditionally.
or is it my best friend,
who loves me despite my flaws.
I love who?
is it myself, who cannot see past
the reflective mirror on my wall?
or is it the people who showed me,
the way through this twisted lifestyle,
I see?